Gone for a few days and everything changes!

Gee I make time to blog and I have to change over to some damn beta version or something and I have not a freaking clue how to work around it. So here I am posting in Beta if anyone gives a shit. WTF it is a freaking blog! Great now Google has some sort of something to do with this thing.

Well since my last post Syd turned 2 and we had us quite a HUGE party. Over 60 yes 60 freaking people for a 2 yr olds birthday party. Really at this rate by 21 she will be giving the Oscar guest list a run for their money. It was a great party though and the petting zoo that my husband was giving me such grief about was a huge hit. Syd refused to come into the house to cut and eat cake because she wanted to stay in the petting zoo. She spent every minute of the 60 we had with the animals. That in it self was worth it for me. Then as the loaded up the animals she told each one of them good-bye. Hillarious I tell you!

I am proclaiming right now and let me be the first to put this out there: My husband is NOT the father of Anna Nicole's Baby. I know it is probably a really bad joke but seeing how each day there is someone else that is jumping on the baby train I just wanted to instate a new trend. I did hear a guy on the radio last week state that Bobby Trendy (if you watched the Anna Nicole show this is funny) has not proclaimed that he is the father, he is like the only one! This whole issue is getting to be the Train Wreck of 2007. And I have to admit I have been right there reading all the new gossip when it comes out. I do have to say that I think Entertainment Tonight has pretty much lost all their entertainment cred that I ever gave them with the "exclusive coverage" they have bought. I can remember when this show really did give some interesting showbiz news. Now it just seems like it is a mag rag that airs every evening after the news.

Let's see, what else?? Work sucks, stress is at an all time high but it seems that each week it gets more and more stressful. Panic attacks are about the same. Medco drug perscription plan sucks balls, still. Like they did not screw us enough in 2006 that they had to raise the prices for medication in 2007. For medications that other plans consider generic they consider brand name, yeah thanks for the reaming up the ass.

Yeah, still bitter about that....

Got a new car, love it, hate the payment, but now I have a warranty, again.

Husband rocks, Valentine's Day is a NORMAL day in our house, as it should be. I think when I was married the first time I made a huge deal out of it BECAUSE it was the only day that I MIGHT get flowers. And considering how much they charge for the damn things I am so PLEASED with the fact that Scott will NOT pay for them at the outrageous price they charge for them during the month of February. We are however going out on Friday and having Sushi with the gift certificate that my BFF Kim gave us for Christmas.

Speaking of BFF, damn I know I say it over and over and I am sure some of you are tired of it, but I am so damn lucky. When I am down she knows the exact thing to say and can make me feel better just by making sure I am ok. I never have to feel guilty about feeling bad if that makes sense. I can just be me the depressed person I can be at times and she loves me no matter what. I cannot believe that I have found a friend that allows me to be down and up and loves me no matter what. Besides Scott I know that if someone could take my lifes burdens she would without question and with a smile.

And another thing to be so thankful for! My neighbors ROCK. I have three neighbors that live right in our house radius and they rock. We have a section of the 99 homes in our subdivision that we shun, well because they are the stay at home Moms that make us working Mothers feel like shit because we have to work to live where we live and to well...EAT. Now don't get me wrong if I could be a SAHM and live and have what we have I would, but well I live in reality and I have to work for housing, food and education for my child. But well the other end of the block we have one neighbor that well, we call her JC or Jesus Christ, because she is the be all and end all of the neighborhood. Ask her she will tell you. And the more social events we have in the neighborhood just instills my knowledge that my block rocks and everyone wishes they lived on it. Yeah, got drunk at Bunco last month and well, I know how to party. Can't wait for Bunco tonight, they are having Margarita's!!!!!!!

This blogging today makes me feel much better about things. Maybe it is what my day has been missing. Blogging does a body good.